Now I just realized during a family inccident that I was born with Empathy and at an unusual rate and I was experimenting with it and I concluded somethings.
1) I can use Empathy to connect to people relate to being them I used this to feel how it was to be my mother, a homosexual, a crack addict, and my girlfriend each time I felt everything the pain they go through and so on.
2) After getting good with this I realized I have to have control over my own emotions so I did some excersises to control emotions and turn them into energy based on an excersise my mother tought me and advice she gave me shortly after she discovered I was an Empath and I took bad emotions and removed them afterwards I tryed an advanced version where I could turn the emotions into an Energy of sorts
3) After this I was ready to control others emotions so to speak when I got emotions I could chose to keep them or send them or I could just shut off my Empathy all together, but sometimes I still get the headaches and such from an emotional overload
Now Im currently experimenting with my Empathy to do something different and see if its connected to someother things that have been happening, but I have lately been having weird dreams so far I count 2 the first I really dont want to put out in an open topic, but it has something to do with someone I know so to speak the second dream instead of my Empathy I was Telekinetic and I for no apparent reason slaughtered over 30 people I dont know how or why but the dream felt so real I was dripping with blood I heard the screams and everything It was like I was actually doing it it was just as realistic as the first dream.
I wanted to know if anyone has had any types of weird dreams or occurenses with their powers also on another note now sometimes when I have an overload on my Empathy my entire body goes cold and sometimes hot but never cold or hot at the same time like a few days ago I went completle cold but it was atleast 85 degrees
Now the second part of this is that I wanted to know about another weird thing I have been doing at first I thought it was lucky commensence guesses but then everytime I think something a future event it happens exactly how I wanted it to I basically wrote an entire chapter worth of my life within a weeks time its weird I dont think it was precognition either In chronological order it was my exgirlfriends boyfriend broke up with her, my girlfriend cheated on me, my exgirlfriend wanted to get back together with me, my girlfriend broke up with me, the guy my girlfriend cheated on me with broke up with her, and now the only thing that hasnt happened yet is she ask me to get back with her.
Now If all these things are more than lucky guesses and I either am predicting the future or writing it I dont like either one especially If It is a combo of both because If I am then bad things are gonna happen and Im really in a point of my life where I cant afford these things that I have possibly writtin to happen because theres to much I still gotta do and there is to many people I love so If anyone has any advice anything will be appreciated.
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since you wanted to know of about weird dreams i have had them most of the time. One dream repeats over and over again. There is 3 person in this dream and me. one littel girl who gets shoot in the head and some man tryin to protect me from all of this. The other is a killer with red eyes. Every time that dream comes i can hear what they are talking about feel every emotin at that point as it was real anf happening in front of me the blood all the running someimes when i woke up i was litteraly tierd and my arms ache. But thee is that i gotten used to it, since i was little i have always seen people die to the point of my own mother's death.
There is one dream when i went to school and my eye was litteraly red. I just started to use my powers to kill people until my friend's head was cut of inn accident( she came down the stairs and the air scyth hit her) and i woke up.
I have never thought of future events i just see them and it can take some time befor it happens. Just this week i found out that i dreamt about the school i was starting befor i even applied there. i saw my theacher in when we were watch a movie and i realised that i knew what was going on
what fifth star is saying i can do the first one and a bit of the second and a bit of the 3rd point also i think that u have a very high level of future prediction added to ur empathy it can give u a very strong ability i was a naturally born empath and always have been but what ur experinceing is unparrelel to what ive got i get sum of ur things but othrs ar extreamly high and u r a truly special person to be gifted with such gifts use them wisely lol
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recently I had another dream and in this one i was able to fly and a person with cryokinesis was trying to kill me i dont remember his face or voice but all i remember is that it was behind my school.
And it might be some sort of future predicting ablity because more things are happening and their coming true, but that makes me wonder if my dreams in some way will come true.
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all i can say is just keep wary of these dreams and make notes if uve seen something before in a dream make a note and look back 2 that dream if its bad do the opposite of it to change the future if thats possible
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ok Ive did reseacrch and experimenting and I learned to things 1 apparently Empathy is a geneticly inherited gift and 2 Im not actually predicting the future Im making a day ago i saw two guys playing catch inside and I immediately though within 5 minutes their gonna break that brand new light they put up in my school sure enough right after i thought that the ball went into the air and it seemed like it curved up a bit hit the light and it broke in half
another incident was when i was in Gym Class and I was doing my homework since im crippled for a few more days and i for no reason thought someone is gonna throw a ball and its gonna come right at me and break my neck while i have my head down then a few minutes later i put my head up the second i did that the ball comes flying past me cause the guy missed his catch.
And now that I think about it most of the events that already happened are ones I wanted to happen but sometimes I see how some of them happen others i just know they will and with a few days or so they wind up happening so what do you guys think am I predicting it or actually causing it by my thoughts.
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i think its a bit of both are u telekinetic? because if u r u could be causing it with ur thoughts but knowing its going 2 happen u could have an incite its happened 2 me recently and has helped me alot especially when people r throwing things lol
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No Im not telekinesis but I think It has something to do with a complecated situation and another power of mine I just realized. But my ability wasnt predicting the future I was actually saying this is gonna happpen because I said so and it would happen its actually one of my brothers abilities and there is a story behind that which is very long and complex but it gives insight into alot about my powers.
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lol good point well okay its like this my mom has alot of abilities not only this but she has encountered god and apparently can go and tak to him whenever so anyway one day she told me a story of Jesus showing her the entire history on how the Devil became the Devil and to shorten the story Jesus and Lucifer were brothers both with equal power. Lucifer in his arogance always would go and do what god would do he would never just sit and be contempt Jesus on the other hand was humble and he would do the opposite of Lucifer he was in contempt he knew what he could do but he didint missues the power and watched in awe as god would be god. so basically eons went by and eventually Lucifer started trying to go and convert other angels to his way of thinking that all they had to do was worship god and wat not then god created man and in doing so created us in his image not just that but giving us his power. This pissed Lucifer off so then he started trying to f*** with us and eventually God saw that he was going to far and if he countinued he would eventually try to overthrow him so he expelled him and all who followed him taking away the power to come into gods literal presence which he gave to us this is what pissed him off the most. But after the insident of the flood God came to realizations and now at this time instead of every single human being being able to do things god can he entrust certain ones with his abilities. Now If you do belive this or dont Its not up to me to decide its your own choice and Im not trying to force a religion on you at all.
Now how this aplies to my ability. My mother had me and my brother im the youngest and a few things happened in the past and to prevent my brother from doing the wrong things with his power apparently God took it and now not only do I have his power but my own. I dont really have it so to speak Im just holding it until he can be trusted with it because its a very powerful ability and if its used in the wrong way can caue serious harm. God knew I wouldnt do the wrong things with the ability so he entrusted me to hold it until the time comes when I give it back if that time comes.
If you want to know his ability is to say things and it happens now Im not supposed to use this ability my mom said since its not realy mine to use but on occasions I have uncounsiouly been using it and It can be very dangerous if I used it the wrong way and by dangerous I mean I could kill someone, but again God trusted me so I dont think that will ever happen.
So now you know the entire story and like it Im the humble brother and my brother is the arrogant one and by me holding his power im potentially saving lifes.
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I dont know I dont even know how I got it I didnt feel anything weird, but my mom says once it happens Ill gain even more abilities. But when the time comes I have to so Ill give it back besides I never really did like anything that wasnt my own. Another ability he has is to be able to look at a book and instantly recal everything in it sorta like a photographic memory which explains his his high IQ. This ability I used on rare occasions. But ill give everything back when the time comes.
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