I am not a young man.. 50ish, and am, or at least was a "strong psi" by many peoples' standards. I got involved with a rather unsavory character who delights in such things as psi attack (I do NOT), and after a few days of attack/defend cycles.. I became severely depleted.. energy and ability-wise. It has affected not only my psi abilities, but also my health as well.. I hardly rest when I sleep. He was much worse for wear than even I was, and ended up on his couch with inexplicable health issues and major migraines, as did the bitch he had helping him attack me directly. (She paid for it with a trip to the hospital!) I didn't want to harm anyone, just wanted him to get the message and leave me and my girl ALONE. (Yes, she was being attacked too, and had physical manifestations from it)
Has anyone else experienced anything like this, and what can I do to restore the energies? I was a strong, gifted, telepath/empath, and had a few other abilities as well (some of them not mentioned here in the forums). Since then, I've had no "oomph", no zest for living, no drive, even been experiencing prolonged periods of chronic depression. All this happened a long time ago, 2 years ago or so, and I figured with time everything would return to more-or-less-normal. It hasn't! I'm at my wit's end. If anyone can help, it would be appreciated greatly. Remaining abilities (though diminished) are abilitiy to create an effective psi shield, shield others, and some limited telepathic.
More advanced attacks, or codes as I like to identify them as, are interlaced with specific instructions. If the instruction was long term or indefinate then it is a matter of removing the effects of the code/attack by repelling it with another code. This may require you to indentify what the initial code was instructed to do or merely cast a code in which is souly utilized to remove latent effects of attacks. You can look at this as a "healing" or "purity" code or even a code to remove "curses" based on your belief system. By any definition it is a matter of knowing what you were hit with and finding the correct method to remove it.
I agree, it's probably latent effects of the attack itself, and the "code" or program used. It would also explain why he is now in such perpetually poor health, because my belief system says that any evil visited upon you without a damn good cause will be returned 7 x 7 x 7 even though I haven't wished this upon him personally It seems the old law of reciprocity, 'karma', what-have-you is at work here!).
I am going to attempt charging my aura with positive energies and accept powerful healing beginning tonight, for a long-needed recharge. Thank you.
I think I'll simply invert any remaining "code" he may have left behind.. so that the negatives become positives.. how effective do you believe this technique could be?
Followup: Been doing some hypnosis sessions from MP3 recordings, and reversed the polarity of whatever it was that was sucking me of my energies, plus some self-hypno. Seems to be helping, feel more alive again