OK, this is better. I do recall you posting about something that seems to be postcog, but this sounds different. If you're in the dark your eyes are more likely to play tricks on you as they are constantly looking for sources of light to adjust to so you can see better. If you're staring at something and these circles fly across your vision that's one thing, but I bet you were looking around as you "saw" them. Which always happens to me in the dark. It's not really anything, just the lack of light as your eye moves and so all you might see is a black spot for a split second. If it keeps bothering you sleep with a night light ;)

Lol, you're welcome.

But I believe I've said in your earlier postcog topic that the only thing you can really do to control postcog (if it's annoying you) is to try and keep your mind focused on what's happening around you, as it's happening. Otherwise, if you're prone to postcog, you'll keep seeing things. But if you're trying to control postcog to use it, then go to someplace you don't normally go, and look at it. Let your eyes go, and if you're open to postcog the results should come with time.

And as far as empathy, well...apparently I've been an empath my whole life without knowing it. I absorb people's mannerisms, phrases, behaviors, and opinions on the fly, and I can't really remember the emotional part of it though, because most of my childhood involved me shutting myself off from the rest of the social world. But as I progressed closer to my 18th birthday last friday, things started happening, and I got more and more anxious. On saturday I was with my girlfriend at night, and she said she was physically tired at one point, but I didn't really pay any attention to it, because...well...we were doing other things. Anyway, later I was all of a sudden incredibly weak physically, like i was tired and exhausted; I could barely hold myself up. But my mind wasn't really that way. And of course things stopped because of it, as I was basically inert. Later she tells me that When I got all weak and stuff she says she "wasn't as tired". I hardly ever take things as coincidences, so this was MAJOR to me. It was like...WHOA, I'm an empath and I never realized it. It's been staring me in the face my entire life!

So, today was a normal day and all, pretty chill sunday, and then I pull into the parking lot at work (Kroger-owned grocery store) and I start to get this awful feeling of negativity. As time rolls on it gets worse and worse, and I'm eventually FILLED with feelings of anger, resentment, destruction, and vengeance, none of which had an actual source. It's one thing to be angry at something, but it feels so completely incomprehensible when you're feeling it for no apparent reason. Best of all, I had this urge to figure it out, and I just 'knew' that it was coming from somewhere, not someone, so it was probably a bunch of people that were having a really bad day, and I got the butt-end of all of it put together...


Basically what I'm trying to say is that I'm for the most part new to empathy, but if you want a good read, check out Christel's Univeral Empath page: http://www.geocities.com/christabelle67/TheUniversalEmpathIndex1.html

He put a lot of stuff in perspective, and it helped me understand WTF being an empath really is.

where the hell is dewar lorx

Aww that's mean :P

She's probably busy with...wholesale stuff? Lol.

i like to lay in bed look at the stars and wonder WHERE THE HECK DID MY ROOF GO

oops lol

-- Edited by hotrcold at 15:30, 2007-02-28